FABULOUS

dont bottle up

2009-08-26T16:09:00.005+08:00

its been weeks since i last stepped in to town.. beez bz w work..like, real bz..see i have 2 jobs so i nd to give my time to each commitment considerately n smartly..

last wkend's event at dempsey was da shit.. fri was some corporate even then sat was a bdae party..indonesian chi people.. 17th bdae ald so grand..my 17th was a sucky one..damn! i havent had a blast yet for my bdays each yr.. except for my 16th..hehe..

and then sunday was really slacked..elton n abg faizal were wearin slippers at work.. cuz boss wasnt thr -.- i spent 90% of my whole time sittin n nt doin anythin! grrr.. until nett came at 6pm.. he helped me out in alotta things.. abg faizal wasnt frenly tt dae..cuz he was fasting.. wth..
nett jugak gerek..hmph! so d people had their dinner at 8.. i admit i was malas malas to work.. boredom spoilt my mood so i spent my time accompanyin nett at d bar.. he was dead alone..
so nett, u owe me fags! hahahaha...
d event ended early though so i took d bus home..

i have no sch todae.. shats! miss her laaa..
yestrdae was gerek uh only 1 hr in sch.. nt includin PE.. did nothin.. bt just some leakin out of feelings to dee n alia.. they were and are great people to turn to when im down n out.. great listeners n they do give great advices n solutions.. UNLIKE YOU...
im fasting.. dont make me swear.. hahaha...

hrs more to go till i get to c u agn... haii..

i dont noe y im listenin to dance music right now! hahahahahahahaa

a whole lot-a stuffs

2009-08-17T21:57:00.005+08:00

ok mega apologies fer not updatin my blog..been weeks..hehe..

reason=lazy.. hee

ive been partyin n workin alot lately..pwrhse..nowhere else..my classmates love to party thr so i just tag since tts whr they're goin..i dont hav a choice! bt last wk was d last wk they're partyin thr as me n her really got tired of it ald..nxt stop, rebel? idk..

apologies to ajib AND asyura fer nt attendin his bdae celebration which was held zouk..although they spent most of d time bein drunk outside..hahaha.. i was caught up at work man! i ald promised tt i was goin rite? bt my boss called me up last min..u noe, money comes 1st so yea.. thought it wld end at abt 1 bt stupid hens ddnt wanna leave..n i left d place at 3.30..party wat?! shittyss..

last 2 wkends i spent d nite at powerhouse..yea i rushed down thr aft work just to find out tt it was fullhouse! fuck.. i queued fer almost an hr b4 i got in..my attendance wasnt known by her at all..n d 1st person i saw amongst my frens when i got in was her! hhaa..yes n tt happy-surprised look was thr on her face! yay! i just had to kiss her at tt moment! so she accompanied me to d locker, placed my stuffs n headed to d bar fer some drinks b4 we get d party goin on.. she got drunk 1st la wth! hahaha.. still can say she's strong.. -.-

bt overall, im thankful n fuckin paiseh 2wards her for tt nite.. hee..

inside, i really ddnt expect to see any of my other frens.. bt guess who i saw la.. jeff..haha.. n 2 wks aft, an.. omg i fuckin miss dem..SP.. yea.. d great bunch.. damn!

at work, d bonds bet my colleagues and i are gettin closer n closer.. we're like 1 big fam..hehe.. nt d restraunt staffs la.. just d bartenders n d bar people..love dem alot! last thurs i had to work for a Wine Tastin event..nt bad uh.. d artists painted usin d wines.. Cabinet Savarougn n Shirez.. ok dunno spelling..

a new girl just joined us n her name is Sharlene..nice person la.. we talked like we've known each other for years.. haha..had a bottle for ourselves at d end of d party.. thnx to elton d bartender fr philipines for keepin tt 1 bottle fer us..hahahah.. u noe jobs like tis.. hahaha..

then we waited for Nett, handsome bartender fr thai, to finish writtin his reports n we left d place at abt 2..tt was my best nite so far workin thr..we had a bond.. so Sharlene to d cab w my boss n John, guy fr UK.. n i took d cab w Elton n Nett.. i swear nett was drop dead charmin .. hee.. abg faizal off la tt dae..it wld've been better w him arnd..

movin on, i went to KL last wkend w fam..took d bus..5 hrs journey.. everythin was gd except d aircond! fuckin cool n d water !! damnit! i wasnt as excited as d last time i went thr.. KL changed so much i swear! hahaha.. n ya i got to see d REAL KL tis time.. d people, d atmosphere n d situation.. hahaha.. cool ayy?.. only tt we ddnt go to club areas.. maybe nxt time when i go w frens la .. it wldnt be just goin to d areas then..hee.. ya'll noe wat i mean..

ddnt do much shopping as d last time.. i ddnt noe wat i want.. ddnt noe want to buy or not.. buy for wat.. u noe.. like no mood.. haha.. n 70% of d whole time i had quarrels w my sis..irritating uh! she's just too irritating! i get irritated w irritating people! damnit..

oh! oh! i saw a bunch ok KL's underaged MINAHS!!! omg cool kan?! their dressing is as masai i swear! hahaha.. d hairstyle everything is d same..only tt they hv d msian look.. hehe..

tis time, we ddn take cab.. we walkd.. n walkd.. n walkd.. awesome short journeys.. i like.. hehe.. we got lost half d time bt worth it la..we got to see diff kind of people thr..

u noe i kept thinkin of u d whole time i was thr.. my fingers everytime itchy u noe want to msg u! bt no roaming.. haha.. i was really touched to receive all 4 msges fr u when i reached spore..cldnt wait to msg u u noe! haha..

k guys my cake is almost done!!!!!!! haha but! my butterflies broke agn! KNNCCB!!
its my 3rd attempt ald! damnit!!!!
aaaaaarrgghhh!! fuck!

ok i swear alot these days.. duno wats becomin of me la cb btol! ok.. hahahha

k bye..

hate tags sey!

2009-08-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

read my hate tags frens!
hahahaha..

ya'll noe me better than those people rite?
haha..

lets update!

2009-07-27T02:26:00.011+08:00

bayby...ooohh...oooohhh..ooooooohhhh... haha.. tts a warming start ~

ysterdae, gt up early bt still late n went to work.. i finally chatted w d bartenders thr; elton n abg faizal.. they're really nice ppl..not like wat i thought..halfway, abg faizal was like flirtin arnd..so does d 2 gay waiters..hahaha cute la they all..

clockd out at abt 7pm n went to yp to meet halis n rima..gt da showcase..watched fer awhile then went to bugis to get my ic..thnx guys fer accompanyin! appreciate much! aft tt, i took d bus to vivo to meet dem all..

i had a blast at powerhouse w my classmates;sherlene, kat, elynn, qil, deb, viv, mo n meilin..
i reachd thr late..ddnt plan on tellin dem tt i was goin as i wantd to give dem a surprise cuz they wantd me to go badly..hahaha..
so yea, got my hand chopped, threw ma bag in d locker n chilled outside..deb came at abt 1 plus.. so i wasnt d last one to reach okay!

powerhouse=kental songs
seriously..

i want zouk pls?

ignore wat u see on d table..hehe..

who says i dont love my classmates?

uh..tis is wat im talkin abt! hahaa

elynn was so adorable when she was drunk!

uh..yaa..hairstylist..chey chey chey.. haha

monster..

hmm.. those who noe, keep it low.. those who dont, no need to noe okay?

i slept like a pig when i reachd home.. aaaaaaaaaahhh then nash called me up at abt 3 n we went w d rest to catch a show at bukit merah.afterwhich went to sheesha at hj lane.. thr was whr we turned into hungry ghosts! haha.. went to eat at beach rd then back home...

im shocked tt its almost 4am rite now.. 4 hrs more to sleep!!!

to you, dont tell me wat to do.. tis is my blog remmbr?

DIRTY DIANA!! nah...

k bye

YOU - nur jannah allia

2009-07-23T02:22:00.005+08:00

you were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
when my days are down n out,
ill never stop thinkin of you

how can i forget all that
when you're the one who made me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

i never will forget the day
how we met and came this far
when we only got this feeling
but somehow it has to end up here

i noe its me who said goodbye
and thats the hardest thing to do
cuz you mean so much to me
and thats the truth from me to you

for all the things ive done and said
for all the hurt that ive caused you
i hope you will forgive me baby
cuz that wasnt wat i meant to do

you were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
when my days are down and out
ill never stop thinkin of you

how can i forget all that
when you were the one who made me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

i cant forget you ex-bf.. everyday i'd just sit n listen to my heart fer a min..
still lookin fer u.. still yearnin fer u..
i'd just start cryin just by hearin yr name..

oh god..how i wish u were still mine..
i blame myself totally for wat happnd to u..
hadnt i been so cold, u wldnt have to end up like tt..

im sory dear..

up till now, i cant find a person who can take yr place..
my heart just wont open up fer anyone else..
i want u..
i cant move on...

tis piece comin up, is wat i wrote myself in d middle of d nite..

kau yg pertama, kau jualah yg terakhirnya
kenangan kita bersama, tidak pernah ku lupakan
air wajahmu, sentiasa bermain di mata
hangat dakapanmu, sering ku terasa

maafkan aku syg kau jadi begini
entah mengapa tidak terbuka pintu hati
untuk menerima cintamu lagi
namun, aku kesal hingga waktu ini

harapan bina mahligai bersama, hancur di sekelip mata
angan-angan cinta selamanya, pupus dalam satu nafas
kata-kata indah, tidak lagi bermakna
di hari kau miliki cahaya mata bersama dia

tergamak kau lakuin aku begini
hidupku kini bagaikan tiada erti
ruang di hati masih lagi terkunci
mengaharap kau kembali, (insert name)

mungkin aku pusing, mungkin aku takut
untuk bercinta lagi, untuk menyayangi lagi
cukuplah dgn apa yg tlah ku alami
biarlah waktu yg menentukan nasibku ini

tis is exclusive..ive nvr posted wat i wrote b4..
let tis b d 1st n d last..
thnk u readers who took their time to read tis..
n thnk u frens, who have been thr fer me,.,

my heart.. is still aching..

karaoke night!

2009-07-22T23:12:00.004+08:00

went to karaoke last wkend..i swear it was a bliss! haha.. random thang rima planned aft our meet up last wk..we headed to marina 1st to get my clock ex changed n our dinner..n yea, tt irritating cleaner was thr! omg.. freakin irritatin! kept sayin "sory mam, dont angry uh.." fuck sial!

then we headed to grandlink..cheap! 8bucks fer 4 pax..hourly rated..payed 2 hrs bt trust me, nt enuff!! we sang lotsa songs! inc. michael's songs..i was doin d michael's kicks n all..hahahha.. yes i love u michael!

call me crazy necessarily!

ended at abt 9pm.. last few mins, me n rima were still singin to Anggapanmu acapella.. hahaha.. she sure have a dang dong dee voice!! suare dangdut!!! HAHAHA! bt it was awesome! yay now i have a karaoke partner!!

so we made our way to esplanade..rima wanted to go to tamp 1 initially bt hey it was ald 9.30pm! kedai ape yg bukak?? hahah..she die die ddnt wanna go town cuz she was wearin like a hi-class minah! so we went to esplanade..shared a few stories n made our way hm..

nice sat plan! haha..

i am seriously a rich kid rite now!! wooohhhhooo!! i got my ka-ching fr d previous hse sold! woooott! thought wanna spend my yest at d lib doin my project bt, i just had to go shopping! called halis up n we went to ion orchard! awesome la sia d place!!

bought electric shades, apple bottoms(kill me pls!), volcom tee n a dress fr springfield.. my last spend is gon be a bdae presnt fer halis.. duno wat to get him la.. so ya..

then we chilled at mac while i do my project n he did his revisions.. hmm actuali its more to lookin n laughin at old pics than project! hehe

to you FUCKER,

stop tellin people tt i started it.. its u whose been d one textin n callin me eventhough i havent been replyin to all tt since mnths!!

FUCKER!

dont get me talkin to yr gf about all these..

ok lets update

2009-07-12T23:58:00.004+08:00

uh sajak uh tu korg2..sume mcm minah..jgn nanti kening kau pon jadi mcm die suda.. bobal mcm da matang, padahal hypocrete..

ignore those above..just a random thought..
moving on......

ive been at hm, sch, werk n void deck doin catchin ups w my crewmates.. finally met up w hales last fridae aft my pract lesson n watched transformers 2 at shaw lido..haha gerek show la..more movies to catch w u bitch! we reached thr at abt 6.10 n d movie was at 6.30..we quiikly grabbed some bites n continued eatin in d theatre..hee.. aft tt, did some window shopping, met rima, as she was done working n went hm..

sch's been d shit so far..did figurines usin fondant..fondant is an icing they use to cover cakes.. i swear not tasty at all..did mini set meals w tables n chairs.. haha cute2 stuffs la..
i kept singin mj's song in class..another day is gonee.. haha it rained immediately i started singin.. hee..ive always love mj..my ex used to criticize n laugh at him alot..i wld just quarrel w him over mj all the time..cant help it.. YES IM A FAN! im fuckg sad over his death! im not satisfied! i dream about him! i think abt him b4 i go to bed! i miss him! rip aite.. i love u michael!!
those r confessions of a lil heart mournin over his death.. sob sob..

last wk, i received somthg i ddnt expect to recieve at all on fcbk..so i decided to msg him d nxt dae..he replied as per normal so it was cool..nt untill i saw him at clmnti at abt 2.30 when he said he was goin na be at bbdc until 3..hmmmmmmmmmm....only one name came to my mind at tt pt of time..
but hey, y am i makin a big fuss over tis?
we're frens wat?
y am i like, so angry ?
im not even close to him sia?
i saw him bt pretended as if he wasnt thr..my fren told me he was lookin at me all d way..waaaaaaaahh...wtv sia. hahaahha
to make things worse, i saw a couple on d same bike w d same helmets d following day!!!fuck sial! im quite sure tt couple was them bt i dont dare to confirm anythin laa...
ayy?!! y am i so curious?
y do i wanna noe?
fuck laa!! i dont wanna noe anything caaaann.. tating..

went to watch nadiah's perf last sat w kiki at dbs building..great show..we spent d whole time laughing..d show lasted fer abt 2 hrs?..ya i think..afterwhich, crashed aini's chalet at downtown.. ddnt get wasted..i had happy meal agn..gave hanaffie d toy i got d last time..hee..
ok fuck, i slept..pukol 4 smp 12 pulak tu! i dont usually got to sleep at chalets..only naps if i do.. damn!

will always be d one i love!

pretty nadiah!

n i slept like a pig when i gt home..i hate to sleep!! erghh!!nw i feel like ive wasted d whole wkend! shits..

ok im hungry.. bye!

you're just another part of me!
hahaa listen to my blog song! nice rite? i noe.. hehe
al time fav!

random.. yes v random...

2009-06-28T01:09:00.002+08:00

hello world! as ya'll noe, ive ald shifted fr west coast rd.. n im nt sayin tt im lovin tis hse..

movin on, i just gt back fr a random outing w my fren whom i get to noe fr d wc life..i ddnt go for pract lesson tis mornin..i cldnt wake up..7am sia..so i slept my way till 11 n got ready to watch nadiah's perf at town..when i reachd, mamat n her fam were thr w her bf..so i joined them..got mamat to eat prata sausage w me..then i met my wc fren n had our lunch at far east..we ddnt have any plans untill i mentioned abt wild wild wet then he decided tt we go thr..

so off we went to downtown..v random..he applied for nebo card, spent a few bucks at d arcade, jalan2.. initially we wanted to play bowling, which i dont noe how to play bt nt valid for weekends..damn.. on our way back to carpark, no plans agn.. so i came out w an idea of goin to spooky areas since its ald nite time..called ct up n asked for d vanues..

1st we headed to rifle range then to kmpng chantek..at rifle range, it was all smooth until we reached tis area where the lights were alternate..seram la siol! we only managed to pass one part whr it was alternate..2nd area, gave up n turned back..seram oi!

at kmpng chantek, nt as scary as there were no alternate lights so we went all the way in..n u one wat? dead end..on our way back, he sat on d tank while i drove d bike..haha! when we almost reach d main rd, we switched..he became d pillen n me driver all d way back to d dead end n back to d main rd..i speeded at d sight of no cars.. FEELING MINAH REMPIT LA SIOL! haha he was a great private instructor! haha.. chilled for a bit n left for home..

very very random outing..we ddnt plan on goin out at all.. hahaha..

yestrdae, went to work w hilton hotel as a part time chef.. reached at 11.30, waited for d rest n got all changed for work.. we were sent together w d rest of d staffs to tuas area..there was an event thr.. d job is tiring bt fun..its impossible nt to eat while working..hahha..i was put to charge for desserts area..i looooove desserts okay! d guests were all frenly n nice..

chef martin was sarcastic for a while bt overall, he's a nice person! i so wanna work for them agn bt these kinda oppurtunities are v hard to come by..

we cleared d area abt 7pm, waited for d bus n back to hilton hotel.. waited for 9.05 to clock out then we went to eat at forum's mac.. i had happy meal! hahaha!! 4bucks only kay! cheap or wat? dont call me a cheapskate..i only wanted d toy..hee.. fear factor for viv: SALT!! hahahha! lets just hope she wont laosai..hahaha.. went back at abt 10.30pm..

CHEF IS DA SHIT!

no more west coast road!

2009-06-24T15:28:00.004+08:00

old random pic taken by ct 2 yrs ago?.. haha..
yea its a dereon hoodie.. feel like givin all of ma "those stuffs" away to those who just or still wears these kinda thangs...
ive spent hundreds n hundreds all these apperals.. i was young okay!! ddnt realize how much those money really meant to me..nt untill now..

so kids, save your money..

sorry fer nt updatin dey.. been real bz w lately w d "shiftin of house" process.. ddnt noe its tis leceh! gdness..my outings n clothings are restricted! like, really restricted cuz them all have been packed into boxes.. so im left w little clothes to wear..

been sleepin over at my granny's, old house n new hse.. bt currently, im ald in d new hse..d old hse gtg! last wkend, while waitin for d movers to come, i went downstairs to watch kude kepang..Satrio Perkoso.. fren' team..they were great..really great.. i was scared at first bt aft awhile, got used to it..lagipon, dorg kenal.tkkn nk kejar kan..d nxt dae, a fren of mine fetched me over fr purmei..went to sheng siong as he wanted to get a few stuffs for his nite job then off to picnic at wcp w his fam n frens.. so far, tts d only day i tt i went out.. hahaha...

ive nt been goin to work..really lazy..no feel..no mood..no strength..i paitao them ald.. b4 tis, ive been givin them excuses on y i ddnt attend work bt tis time, i really give up..

to tt someone, i dont think its me. its u. listen, im tired of calling n smsing to someone who doesnt noe how to reply to a fren bt contantly replyin to a bf. kay? im sick of all tt. now its u. your turn. u wanna see effort, ive put lots of effort bt my patience have a limit.

currently, i just finished unpacking my clothes to fill those wardrobe. cabinets are done n they look awesome!! orange n white. rad kan?? woooott~
bt d house is still filled w boxes. many things yet to b fixed.

i miss going out.
i miss my frens.
i miss late hangouts at town.
i miss clubbing.
i miss going sentose.
i miss going swimming.
i miss kfc PRIVATE delivery!

i miss you.

cycled all d way to changi!!

2009-06-17T02:13:00.004+08:00

went cycling w dee, mo, qil n alya last mondae!! hehe.. planned to meet at 10 bt everyone was late.. i woke up at 9.30..knew was gon be late so i kinda took my time..i was so gong gong la! was supposed to alight at bedok..i heard d narator said "tanah merah"..i kanchiong liao! so i alighted n u noe whr? "payar lebar".. wth?!!! so waited another 6 mins fer d train to arrive.. i arrived at abt 11.30 n made our way to ecp..waited for dee n alya for almost 3 hrs!!!damn it! bt at least gt food ok laaa..hehe..

rented d bike; 6 bucks fer 2 hrs..bt we got 1 hr free! so we cycled aaaaall d way to changi..at tis point of time, i dont even remmbr when or which part did we turned back..hahaha..funny sia..

so ya, on our way back, dee wasnt in sight so i waited..stil nt in sight so i left..so i cycled alone n got tis chi guy like smile2 at me..i was bein nice n smiled back..n u noe wat?? i saw him in front d next min!! omg?? he was on foot u noe!! when i asked him, he said he sprinted.. WTF?? BIG FAT LIAR?! then die2 want my no.!! omg.. n when i refued to give, he gave his no..i ddnt let him finish tho..i str away said "im gettin married soon u noe.. im like, 24 tis yr.. n my fiance is waiting at d front".. walao he still can say "nvm la.. fren2 only.." eeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

i gave up n just cycled away fast2!! traumatised sia.. n dee was like blaming herself for bein gone..no la it wasnt yr fault ok dear?...

so yea all d way to changi fr ecp within 3 hrs.. shiok rite? PR!! we shld do tis as a class some day kay??

we left d place at abt 7 n had our dinner at banquet parkway..i had carrot cake agn! hehe.. which means im still cravin for nydc, swensens n starbucks!! hehe.. chilled thr for a bit n went back to wc to meet ct..

ct, be strong okay? rmmbr everythin ive told u..

next planning: SWIMMING!

no in pic: qil, alya

yale yale yale yale yaleii~

school was d shit!

2009-06-13T16:28:00.002+08:00

these are my classmates n i love them in every way they are..
ok maybe not. hee

not in pic=alya n debra..

where is he?

2009-06-12T02:53:00.001+08:00

no msges.. no calls..

still no msges.. no calls...

haii... how i wish i hadnt known anything..

cant stop thinkin bout him..
cant stop thinkin bout d story..

v heartbroken.. v down..

y things must end up tis way?..

just when i thought i cld be happy agn..
in someone's arms agn...

guess its over.. like, over...

lembut lidah manis madah..
bagai hilang semangat diri..
sygnya kejernihan cinta yg mencermin setia
kau keruhkan warnanya..

nice knowing you

shocking story..

2009-06-11T02:36:00.002+08:00

i finally found out wats been goin on..

all hopes gone in a split sec..

thank you

mcm tkde life -.-

2009-06-09T00:56:00.004+08:00

went to sch earlier in d mornin for pract lesson bt ended up cleanin up d entire kitchen.. its kinda unfair cuz we had to clean d trainin kitchen eventho we ddnt use at all.. brrr! so yea..me n qil were put to take charge of d store rm.. ape lagii..i made d store rm like my own.. i changd every position in it.. hee.. confirm pissed if i were to see d store rm in a mess agn! ergh!

alya, debra n wahdah were playin fear factor! they froze themselves in d freezer! hahaha!! crazy! if any of them step out, 10 bucks down! hahaha! time to time i'd step in n offer warm hugs! hahha! berebut sak! lol..

had some cookies n muffins fer our "breakfast".. like expired only.. i still eat laa.. haha..ended class at abt 1 or 2 then we chilled at our usual spot..planned to go swimming bt cancelled cuz some of us felt lazy..went hm at abt 5..

at home, i was bored to death! texted halis up n asked him to accompany me to get some shoes..gd thing he was on his way back so yea..it was quite a fast one..showered n get ma ass down real quik..head to clmnti 1st then trained to vivo.. makan n did crazy things!! halis crazy sia angkat me upside down!! my head damn dizzy kay! lucky ddnt throw up.. haha!

so we left d place when its empty ald..haha literally no one at sight! gdness..

see how much he had to bend for me? haha!

"wind effect!"

kay i duno wat is tis... so anyhoos, joe, we lepak agn soon kay?.. sorry been kinda bz lately..

boy, i noe tis might sound crazy bt i think im fallin for u..

i cant slp w/o a msg fr u..

i kept thinkin abt u every nite n day..

my mouth only speaks yr name..

boy, show me some signs

if wat im feelin is just an infatuation

or is it real..

i had real good time ~

2009-06-07T12:56:00.006+08:00

i had to work yestrdae..it sucks okay! really.. no frens.. no mood.. cldnt smile.. cldnt greet.. kena tegur many times.. i hate it!! cb! things r not like hot they used to be.. i regret.. i dont want work can?.. haiii...

speakin abt tt, im supposed to be at werk rite now..bt i chose not to wake up..im not prepared at all! nt physically! not mentally! ergh! too many times i havent prepare for dem.. look, i dont even noe how much my pay is..i dont like to greet people.. i dont like to smile.. i dont like to talk to strangers.. bt y i chose tis place? have to lo -.-

ended werk at 5pm, met up w hales, rima n aenn..they accompanied me to do sum shopping then they went to eat n i went to meet derrick.. it was random..i went out of toilet, stood outside of his store n called him out to smoke w me.. hee.. chatted for a bit n took bus hm..

met fai at my blk.. yay! chicken! again!! omg.. gettin fatter laa..
my area got 3 org kahwin sia.. 1 at 701, 1 at 702 n another 1 at 706.. just now, got escort.. byk gile kau moto! haha.. kerete abt 6 uh..

ok i hate it when my dad's at home.. esp left alone w my dad at home!!! arrgghh!! its becuz he tends to get pissed while doin work.. u noe like, house work.. esp recently..cuz we're movin out.. then he'll tend to release all d frustrations at us!! cb!!! i wanna get outttttt!!!!!

went to wcp w classmates last fri.. my lecturer suggested tt we have a picnic instead of wastin time at sch..seriously no more theories n nothing to study ald!! waste time only go sch.. i dont undrstnd they just cant let us have earlier holidays! brr! so awns.. we had a blast thr! haha.. cooked fried vermicelli n cabbed thr.. i reachd 1st! wth.. planned to meet at 9.30 bt mostly came late.. bt lucky i ddnt have to wait long..

picked a spot at d Padang, layed out them mats n put our bags.. played a couple of games n settled for lunch.. everybody turned dark! hahhaa!! we sat rite under d sun sia.. i kena sunburnt! na'ah no good! bergh! my skin now have two tone ald! i dont like! SENTOSAAA!! HELP!! haha..

really nd to go kay.. hee.. so callin all beachbummers!! buzz me! hehe..

we climbed d triangle..camwhored..played d "swing".. hahaha! everyone was sporting on tt day.. gerek..

currently, these are the only pictures tt i have..

tellin hanafi to shut up cuz he was talkin abt TY loudly.. damn him! later he thought i like him how?!!! stupid hanafi!

entertainin hanafi while he talks abt his investments on ships.. merepek!

ok let me tall ya'll smthg, d guy in white is almost d same ht as me n is skinnier than me! yet he cld carry me! hehehe...

so last thurs, 4 june, went to FOst gallery.. Namiko's paintings all bein set up thr! woooh! i invited my cliques to go bt unfortunately, alya wasnt thr.. pssstt... so i went w halis.. took our time to walk..sesat halfway.. haha! so we initially walked thr aft ct reachd.. kat n dian were thr too! woooott~

d gallery was d shit! chatted w alot of ppl i duno thr.. hee.. took lots n lots of pics.. d rest pf d pics are at my fb kay?

aft d gallery, i left w my cliques to have dinner.. we walked n walked n walked n ended up at city hall!! hahah.. yes! last, we had dinner at mac city hall..wth..

so yea left d place at abt 10 mins to 12.. i trained w hales all d way to lakeside..he took d bus fr thr n i met my fren thr n biked to Spize..sedap kau! chatted long n went home..

i had a great2 thurs! tho he had to fetch me late cuz somethin was stoppin him fr goin back at his werkplace.. stupid case!

thnk u all who went to fost gallery!

n , thnx awak.. i had great time :)

wkends

2009-05-31T16:21:00.004+08:00

i did basically nothing my last wkend.. i ddnt go out on fri..made plans bt was cancelled due to some probs..went swimmin at clmnti then lepak at clmnti w only we noe who..hehe.. got back at abt 1am..so shagged..bt i had a great sat eventhough it was just laid-back one.. hee..

st james shit

2009-05-24T14:14:00.005+08:00

tts aini!! cute kan diee! hahah

sumpah aku tk kai lipstick! hahahha

haluuuuuuuu people? how's it goin? hehes..

went to town w mo n hales to get some stuffs then met halis's sis n she treated us to bk.. saw someone thr n received some love fr him.. hahaha! random or wut? hahaha.. aftwhich, me n mo made our way to vivo to meet d rest..

went fo a lil party fo ma fwen's bdae last nite at st james.. super crowded! i hate it k! ergh

met dem all at vivo smokin area n left fo st james at abt 10?.. yea queued up, got our hands chopped n chilled at cheers.. it was damn2 crowded laa!! gdness.. da mcm underaged party! ddnt go over to modiva cuz afraid i mite get lost somewhr..hahaha..

d rest of d pics are in their phone.. will get fr dem soooonnn!

for anna.. haha..

2009-05-24T13:54:00.002+08:00

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- forehead
2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- sweeeeeeeett :)
3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- lyn(lyana's fren)
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- uh.... yes? hehe.. bt nt to d extend of not bein able to do things myself..
5. Would you ever donate blood?donate ??
- i want!!! bt im juz so afriad of needles..
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- of cuz.. still is now.. haha
7. Do you want someone dead?
- maybe just suffer..
9. What are you thinking right now?
- is he gonna take me thr? hehe
10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- nope..nt now..
11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
- 4am! hahaha
12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- its free! danceworks 01 tanktop!
13. Is someone on your mind?
- YES!
14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- faizal.. :)))
15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey.
1. lynnette
2. halis
3. rima
4. anna
5. lyana
6. joe
7. atoi
8. itah
9. zia
10. mary
16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
- nobodyy.. bt i noe who's his hot! hahha
17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
- female
18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
- no! no. 7 is attached!
19. What is no. 1 studying about?
- multimedia..
20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
- hmm gd qn..
21. Is no. 4 single?
- nope.. attached.. hehs
22. Say something about no. 3.
- she is studyin hospitality in ite clmnti :)
23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
- lesbian? kau gile??
24. Descibe no. 9.
- she's gettin more n more tembam! haha! cute in many wayss :)
25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?
- waaaahhh... hahha... tgkkan je laa.. haha!!
26. Do you like no. 8?
- of cuz!! haha

lets get wasted!

2009-05-23T12:34:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BDAE LYANAAAAAA!!

HAVE A BLAST 19TH LATER OK? HEHE

wooooooooooott~

hehe...currently puffin on some fags while tuned in to d radio... so humid nowadays.. bt im lovin d weather much!! i wanna go sentose bt im havin problems lookin fer a fren who wld go w me! none of dem are beach bummers!!! ergh! u dont expect me to go alone on a wkend?

so last nite i spent my nite at double o.. yes double o! my godd..i cant believe tt i actually went thr! it was an invitation anws..everythin was for free..how can i waste a chance like tt? she ddnt wanna go actually cuz it was like, only d 2 of us bt she called me up agn 10 mins later to get dressed.. hahha so i just grabbed anything tt i cld find n left hm at abt 7.30..

we were like so innocent down thr..hahaha.. saw mel..dem hellboys..filza..mizan.. those ppl la... aft bottles of carls, we head to d smokin rm ..tt was whr we made frens wit a bunch of people..tears were like runnin down on ma cheeks profusely cuz it was too smokey n it turned ma eyes bloodshot red! i looked like a posessed woman.. they were a-okay bt old makrebs.. haha! they were of ages 22 to 28! goodness.. so my gf n i joined dem.. just fer dat nite thang u noe.. haha..

glad to have spent d nite w my gf! we shld do more of these kinda thangs soon u noe? hahaha.. maybe we shld add a new member to it..HAHA.. if u noe wat i mean...

hee... i cant wait fer tonight! st james here i come!!

true by brandy

2009-05-22T01:08:00.001+08:00

In your arms I feel right at home,
That's the feeling I ain't felt before.
If you're feeling the same way then let me know,
Cause there's nothing worse than being in love alone.

Is it true that I'm not the only one?
Is it true that you're just having fun with my heart?
I need an answer
Is it true
Is it true

You're my Angel that was sent to earth.
In your eyes I see my future.
I can't be without you so it's got to work.
Goodbyes not an option so don't say a word.

Is it true that I'm not the only one?
Is it true that you're just having fun with my heart?
I need an answer
Is it true
Is it true

I've never been a victim of love before
So I'm not sure what I should be looking for
But I know the signs are in my face
Hope it's not to late to change
Your mind and make you wanna stay

Is it true that I'm not the only one?
Is it true that you're just having fun with my heart?
I need an answer
Is it true
Is it true

Is it true that I'm not the only one?
Is it true that you're just having fun with my heart?
I need an answer
Is it true
Is it true

If you just can't tell me the truth
it wasn't real when you said I love you.

cramped wit stupid project!!

2009-05-21T00:36:00.002+08:00

rite now im trynna look fer frens who have a god damn printer!!! damn i hate it when it comes to projects n shits... y cant they just upgrade things n use gadgets instead!! wldnt it be easier just by usin email?!! damn it!

i just completed my project of 1500 werds on chocs n pralines at abt 4am last nite.. initially it was 3000!! fuck..last min thing la.. ok my habit..d due date is tmr by 5pm.. damn.. i still have not gotten it printed out..shit uh.. shld've just gone to peni to print dem just now.. haiyaa... uncle uncle..

i asked 4 help fr myuncle..he said his printer can printer bla bla bla.. so i went over to his crib..when i gt thr, wth his printer can only print photos la!!! erghhh!! i tried all kinds of tectics bt still cannot!! damnit!! so i left..

met ct at vivo..she said she wanted to jln2..eleh padahal nk meet bf..pe jee.. haha.. so ya..chilled 4 abit n left to wc..

im soooo stressed rite now... haii.... binget gile pe.....
i wanna get dem printed out bt i dont wanna miss PE.. i dont wanna worsen d state im in rite now..

AKU TETAP NAK ADE COLOURS!!!!!

rotting at homee

2009-05-16T23:25:00.003+08:00

ok im rottin at hm rite now.. ddnt make any plans..thought wanna go 4 nash's bdae celebration bt ddnt..chatted w fiq n she told me wats been goin on.. so yeaa..

watched Kangen on tv just now.. HD! haha..

currently still watchin tv w lappy on my lap rite now while entertaining mom..
ok im cravin for some sheesha session..
mendak nyeeee...
k i dun even noe wat im talkin abt....

wth how can mom spend her wkends alone at hm just watchin tv?!! she must've sacrificed alot bein a mom..

i love u MAMA!

updatessss...

2009-05-15T01:06:00.026+08:00

last sun was mother's day.. my sis n i bought flowers for dem.. my mom's was Lily.. my granny's was Sunflower.. she likes yellow.. so ya.. we had d flowers delivered to our hm..my mom was shocked when d deliver man told her to sign on d piece of ppr.. she stil had no idea who was it fr at tt point of time.. hahaha.. bt we decided to tell her at last..

aft a mini celebration wit fam, my sis n i went to clmnti to get a cake b4 headin on to granny's.. granny was excited when she got d flowers.. haha..uncle was home so we ordered pizzas for our dinner.. late dinner..

tts my granny... hee..

currently watchin old videos fr bsb.. random.. bored..nick looked so kiddish while AJ was super hot! brian w his ever melting voice.. charming smile on kevin.. howie D? hmm.. sexyy!! hehehe

so last sat halis asked me to accmpany him to town as he wantd to get himself a havaianas flip flop.. we went to all outlets tt are located at town..i ddnt wanna buy initially bt since they were havin a 20% so i thought y nt? hehs.. i bought mine at cineleisure outlet..we spent 1 half hours in d store just to decide on a colour!! hahaha.. i finally decided on fresh blue bt when i asked one of d staffs' opinion, he said to get d turqoise green since its not common.. so bought tt one! hehe

so we head on to wheelock's outlet to look for halis' size.. noe wat? he got d black colour wit gold plated name!! shit uu!! oh oh!! im in love wit one of d guys thr.. his name is Hy............ hehehe..

so tanned, so charming, so soft spoken, so sweet, so friendly, soo......... on n so forth... hehe.. halis can we go thr agn? pls? pls? pls? HAHAHAHA!!

ok stop it! we were left w 15 mins to walk back to heeren to get d free tuki2.. i was sweating like pig la i tell u!! i noe ur gona love me forever for doin tt for u halis! we still had to queue to get d tuki2..i was lucky to get another free tuki tuki at d lucky draw station!! hehe..

aft walking long distances, we decided to just chill at heeren's mac w our lappys n do our assignments thr.. we did sidetrack a lil.. n here are d pics....

strictly modelling~

2009-05-11T00:15:00.009+08:00

picturess i owe u guyss...

tts alll..............

its been a loongg time

2009-05-09T00:08:00.004+08:00

*cough *cough
soo dusty...

ok wtv im gonna update now! haLESS u better gimme those pics reall soon ok! i need dem pics to update! bt since its takin u soo long, i'll just use wtv i have nw..

many things happened to me tis past few dayss..both goood, like, super good... n bad.. nt tt super bad.. hee..

at sch, like usual, tt TY still disgustingly smiling2..elkh! stop it siaa...

put tt aside, im learning choc module tis term..tempering choc is fuckin boring! i always wash my hands off tt.. hee.. recently, we've been tryin out on our project.. mine is mayo w wasabi on dark choc..sedap kau! hee..im so lovin it! bt it wont be a fast sellin item if put on market or wat uh.. i juz noe it.. hahaha..

there was one of d days when i went to a fren's sis's crib to visit her n d kids..they awwed me many2 times! n there was once when one of d kids came up to me w open arms when i came up to him! awww.. guess he still remmbrs me huh? i love u boy!

so i played toys w dem.. chit chat wit d mother abt almost everything.. n oh, she even cooked us lontong! wow.. sodap! i tell u, i had a splendid tiiime!

we reached at abt 7pm n left at 10pm..

last sat, went to botanic w haliss.. took gorgeous shots of ourselves.. haha.. we actually sesat b4 we reach thr.. haha.. i die2 thought botanic is aft far east tt area.. so we took d bus n alighted at d bustop aft far east.. n shats! lost! HAHAHA. so we took d bus back to far east..hee..then i remmbrd whr botanic is..so we waaaalked all d way thr..halis was dying i tell u!

so we left d place at abt 8pm n walked back to town..halis wantd to take bus!tolong eehk! WALK! its freakin dekat! we were v hungry! settled at far east makan place.. had our late dinner n took d bus to pandan..halis accompanied me until bani came..

halis took d bus back n we chilled at pandan reservoir..new birkins sei kau!! haha.. so we chilled for a bit n left for home..

just now, i went out w halis.. agn! haha he's bestfren of mine! haha.. waited for him to end sch which was at 8pm, met him in d train n off to marina.. we had nowhr to go actually.. so just had our dinner thr, chilled arnd, sang some songs n head home.. haha..

k untill now people!

call me up if u nd a makeover! HAHA

2009-05-02T00:18:00.003+08:00

todae, i got up early n called lyn up! aaaall excited for d bridal make up thingg.. no idea wat im talkin abt? haha ok here it goes.. me n lyn went to tampines to do a bridal make up for someone just nw.. tis someone is v random..we dont even noe her..they discovered us thr d blogsite tt we've made..

we reached thr at 3.30pm..n d groom wld b reachin in an hr time..so we did our thang n waala! she looked tremendously awesome! seriioooouuusss muke SITI NURHALIZA SAAAKK!! tk bedek. all sweet w her tudung n stuffss... so yeaa...

so we left her hse at 430pm n went to century sq to hav our late lunch. lapa siol! we did quarrel a lil bit over minor stuffs bt its cool..hrs later, met up w anna n yan at mac n chilled thr for hrs just talkin crapss.. hahaha..

boy, i really find it really hard to trust u nowadayss.. just tell me d truth n d whole truth.. tts all i ask fr u..

if i dont get mad, simply means i dont care..

saayg kau kental!

u kay-pohs!

2009-04-29T02:21:00.002+08:00

SOME PEOPLE JUST CANT LET ME LEAD MY OWN LIFE!
KAY-POHS!

aku bukan Boneka

2009-04-29T01:24:00.008+08:00

bdae boy w his new pair of shoess! :))

i ddnt attend morning practical class..d weather wldnt just let me take my shower..so i called up mo n told him i just woke up..he still had no idea tt i wasnt plannin to go sch..so i hung up n went back to slp..

awakened by my alarm clock at 11am..showered n left home at 12.30! yesss latee! cuz aftrnn theory class starts at 1pm..just when i was halfway down, i realised i left my watch so i went back up to take then i placed it nxt to me while i was wearin my shoes then when i reachd d ground floor, shet i left my watch agn! went back up..ok then, when i was almost reachin d bustop, i just remmbrd tt i ndd to use d AXS machine..ok, so i walked back..done w transactions, i crossed over to d bustop..when d bus was comin, i was searchin for my ezlink like one mad woman, not anywhr to be found!! ok shet i left it at d AXS machine!! aarrgghh! i ran all d way back just to see tt it wasnt thr anymore! i went in d ESSO n asked d lady..ok thnk god someone passed it to her! or im doomed! i reached sch at 1.10..classmates were still at canteen..i wasnt late! woooohh!
had my dae at sch n went hm..get aaaall set to go out w bani..its his bdae! haha

HAPPY 20th BDAE BANI!

met him at 5pm in d bus n made our way to great werld..main pt we went thr was to buy him d shoe tt he really wantd..its a bdae gift fr me..finally he allowd me to buy him tt aft so many times of persuading..haha..thr wasnt any when we visited one d shops so we chilled for a bit at mac, transfer songs n pics as we brought our lappys along..duno y, his instincts were tellin him tt thr are stocks at town..so we took d shuttle bus to town..we 1st went to far east warped to check agn..ya passed by tis particular store at basement n heard YOU COME HERE! ok it was derek! HAHA. sorry derek, ddnt inform tt i was goin to far east :)
back to d shoes.. at warped, still no size n d lady recommended us a store nxt to tangs.. so we quikly went thr n yes!!! got size! got size! serious aku yg excited! HAHA. so we grabbed tt piece n walked all d way down to Highway..

cool place i tell u! i dunno how to describe bt its like ur sittin on top of d ERP's bored.. get it? just imagine.. hahahaha..
aft taken a few shots, we decided to leave d place as there were so many big big red ants.. walked all d way agn untill we reached tis particular bustop which has a direct bus to wc.. reached wc at 10 plus, chilled, went home..

bani was aaaalll smile when he got tt shoe.. tt was just a lil smthg fr me 4 yo bdae kay?
u'll see more :)

i was like, all happy2 happy2 happy2 until i received a msg fr someone! wth? y hafto spoil my mood sia?.. when asked, dont want to tell.. anyhoos, i think i noe wat dat someone trynna tell me.. nvm..ive learnt how to listen.. so yea..ive been listenin to him all these while..if not, things wldnt still b okay bet me n bani.. lets just tis b a lesson..

for now, ive to learn how to let go too.. so yea, im lettin u go..not even as frens.. kay?

goodnite readers!

swimming kental uh!

2009-04-26T01:40:00.004+08:00

ok tis is gon b a messy n lazy updatee..

woooooooooott~

i had a great great great dae w bani yest! (sat)
met bani at 2.30 at my place then went to esso to do some transferrin of money then i was reminded tt i had to top up my phone so i went out to d axs machine..thought it wld b a fast one while bani went to top up his ez link at d 711 across d street.. aft waitin for almost 1o mins, stupid old lady was still thr takin her bloody own sweet time! stupid! no hoice bt to leave it..took 198 n bam!

jrg e swimming pool!! wohoo! we ddnt realli hav fun la cuz lazy river n wave pool were closed for renovation! stupid!! waste our time sia! so we just swam arnd at d lap pool.. i wasnt even swimming la! i mean i can swim bt scared later i drown.. hehe...d pool was deep ok! 1.8m.. i am 1.5..ok ive grown fr 1.48..yay!

left at 5 then head to town as he wanted to check some birkins..oh! we literally walked d whole town! haha.. he 1st ddnt want to walk town bt i made him do it! wanted to get him d thing tt he want so badly bt no size! kessian kau!

then, lynnette called! ok plans ready! so head to marina n met all of dem..he ddnt noe anything yet cuz i told him we're meetin my fren to take something.. then, d rest of d SP came in w a bdae cake while singing bdae song! hahaha!
he kept sayin thnk u.. so cute! haha

left at 11 plus 12 n took d bus home! wooooohhhoooo!

ok tmr, as in todae, invited by some people to go zoo w dem bt i dont feel gd bout it.. really.. might as well i dont go... -.-

k da bye

2009-04-25T02:15:00.006+08:00

im baaaaaaaaaaaaaacccccccckkkkkkkkk......
haha..

ok sch's been a-okay.. despite d fact tt im stil paranoid whnvr he's anywhr near me.. which eventually happend! shet! ok let me tel ya'll d story.. here it goesss..

last thurs, my class had theory lesson at d classrm nxt to our demo kitchen..me n my cliques sat at a grp of tables in d ctr..i was like sittin v relaxed n was not in worry of anything untill i noticed a person was like, sittin too close to me behind me.. i almost screamed when i turned my head! wtf? him la! (TY)
fuck.fuck.fuck
y did he have to move like, all d way back towards my back??!!! aargghh!! ok u see, our backs were facin each other.. my right n his left were facin d board.. n unfortunately, d screen was on d v left side of d classrm.. pity me..
he claimed tt he cldnt see d screen.. ok then fuck yr ass off d chair n sit in frnt laaa! eeehh!! berserk sak! every less than few mins he wld like, fidgit his body cuz he cldnt see..gd thing no skin contact.. if have, i scream uh! i dont care!!
tt lasted for 2 freakin hrs!

eva an incident happnd waaayy back then b4 it was even half a yr bein classmates.. im not gonna post it here.. only some of my frens noe..

now how am i gon stop feelin paranoid?
how am i gon stop tellin maself tt he's sick? (maybe he really is! ok, stop it.)

stupid sia! erghh!

on sat, i mean last sat, went out to chill w mo at forum's coffebean w our lappys to do our assignments.. we ended up playin Restaurant City on fb instead.. hee :)
left at 8 plus 9 for one fullerton to meet ma looovess..
met jo at city hall station n we walked aaaall d way thr..so sweet of him to walk all d way back to city hall station to fetch me when he ald dropped off at one fullerton..ily jo! lyn n mario, yan n ana reachd an hr later w a pizza fr pizza hut..so sweet of dem..thnx for d treat ya! muackk! chilled arnd while waitin for bani at esplanade Polar then went back at abt 2am..

n then it was sch time agn.. haaaaaaahh..
interesting: A FLASHER HAS BEEN CAUGHT OPPOSITE ITE CLEMENTI.
haha..i mean, ive always known thr's a flasher thr bt nvr been flashed or seen him b4..of cuz i dont wish to anws..haha..

I PASSED MY FTT!!!! HAHA.
kiwak baru ftt.. hehe..
im so excited laa..cant wait to drive..cant wait to feel d road..n i cant wait to own a car! yay!

yestrdae, went out w haliss early in d mornin to crash sentosa!!! wooooohoo!! nice hot hot weather! we ddnt concentrate on tanning actually..we concentrtd on takin beautiful/vogue/hot pics..haha.. got tons n tons of GORGEOUS shots of him! cant wait to see em all!
halis, masokkan semue dlm thumbdrive eh! gbr aku n kau u noe! k bye.

todae, im goin swimmaaaaaaaannnggg...

i cant wait! i cant wait! i cant wait!

2009-04-15T00:07:00.007+08:00

yestrdae was d 1st dae of a new term in sch.. started class at 12 noon.. managed to see only a few of d new intake students.. damn.. i wanna see all! bt......... 12 noon? u dont expect me to go sch earlier than tt rite? haha.. so i woke up at 10.30am, showered, get aaaaaall pretty2 ready, had lunch n off to sch...

i took 78 to clmnti n when i dropped off, d person whom i dont like was thr!!! at clmnti interchnge!! OMG! ok lets call him ......... TY.. i think ya'll(classmates) mite noe who ald laaa.. hee.. there was a 52 behind 78 bt upon seein me alightin fr 78, he ddnt board 52!!! wth???
ok bus to my sch are 52, 183, 105, 106
eeeeeeehh!! i was so friggin errrghhh!!! met mo thr then we board 183.. n guess wat? he board d same bus.. tha hell??? he was literally followin us la! throughout d whole journey, fake talkin on d phone..stupid sia.. i cldnt help bt to confirm myself whether or not he was followin us.. so me n mo pretended to wait for someone upon steppin in d sch n u noe wat he did? he slowed down n like, movin in a mini circle.. errghh!

WAT DOES HE WANT SIA?!
DISGUSTING AHH!

done w few rounds, he walkd off.. me n mo also proceed to classrm n sat at d last row.. we found d classrm.. he did not n he ended up bein in classrm 20mins late! HAHAHA.
i n mo cldnt help bt to laugh when he stepped in d classrm.. hee.. he was like all smiles while lookin at me..

I WAS DISGUSTED I TELL U!
damn it. damn it. damn it.

k lets put tt aside..

few mins aft me n mo came in , hanafi n wan came in n sat next to us.. we were like, noisy la 4 of us! haha..dont noe y i was active on tt day.. haha..
ok so we did nothing fer like 3hrs in classrm.. just listened to her nags n all.. done w class, me, mo n qil headed to clmnti mac.. mins after, ct joined us.. got hm at 6.30 pm..
seriouss tkde bende nk buat..

i skipped sch just now.. last min felt lazy..hehs.. met n head to clmnti ployclinics to get mc n d medicine for flu..i get flu everyday u'noe! irritatingg.. while waitin for my queue no. to appear, we chilled at mac aslyn was feelin hungry... suddenly a bunch of boys, 6 of em, sat next to us.. yes, same table, one row.. haha how cute of dem.. n they are my schmates..

aft clinic shits, we crashed over Bo's crib.. slumber party in d day siol! HAHA

got home at 7pm..

k da bye

aku kangen!

2009-04-13T03:35:00.007+08:00

i just cant shut my big2 eyes to sleep...
got school in few hrs time..

missing someone terribly.. i wish i cld hug him bt i cant..
haii..
gotta admit, he's one whose been d best n for sure, d worst..
he's shocked himself to hear all tt comin out fr ma mouth..

chatted otp w him fer like, 3 hrs? yeaa.. reminisced lot some..
n hell yea i found out much things tt i got shocked to noe n those i dont wanna noe...

I AM MISSING YOU!

human nature rite?
bt no matter wat, i gotta respect his status man..

.ok im done.

bye

tk tau?

2009-04-12T18:12:00.014+08:00

miss ct much!

went out wit halis n his cousin, aqashah, last fri .. wanted to go to hj lane actually bt it was rainin really badly tt we had to change plans.. so we head to tiong bahru then to town.. main point was to go to ngee ann n checked out bare minerals make up items.. bloody expensive sia! halis was pasterin me to buy MAC instead, which i did..

then ct joined us at abt 8pm.. sat at Tangge besar n ct had her late dinner thr.. once we settled, tts it.. our asses just too heavy to get up agn.. oh! oh! except to take picss.. hee..

then, lyn came wit yoyo.. lyn was tellin me she bumpd onto someone whose prangai was so rude..

TAK PERLU EH KAU NK TGK KWN AKU GITU!

WATCH YOUR ATTITUDE UNDERAGED KID.

saw sira w his frens.. wth one of his frens wants my no.

NO! sorry bt i aint tt kinda gerl..

chatted n laughed our lungs out then head home off by train..

wat a short day...

yest, went to hj lane w halis.. checked out tis shoe introduced bt Ct..fresh!

I AM NOT TELLIN U D BRAND!

saw tis guy w shoe so fresh fr Adidas.. he was chattin w his fren at d side of d pathway then when halis n i were walkin, he came out fr d side tod middle of d pathway! u noe how d pathway at hj lane looks like rite.. so yea.. he was practically standin in d middle la! n just when i passed by him, i heard him commentin on ma shoess.. hee! aite he was fresh! boy, can i have yr no.? HAHA.

then went to eat at raffles hospital banquet.. serious byk makreb n minahreb! port baru pe? haha. i ate fruits while halis had chicken rice.. head to bugis junction, jln3 then head to town to meet d rest..

we sat at Tangge besar agn.. like no life sia.. jo came first followed by lynn, yoyo n Bani?? ok. nuff said.. took lots n lots of picss.. then head hm by bus.. wat an advantage havin a str bus fr home :)

k tts all.. bored siaa..

model behind me.. HAHAHA. he wasnt posing.. tis was random..

Jo's flower.. haha.. his fren bought for him for 5 bucks! wow.

confused.. confused...

aku suke uh sial amek gbr gini!

uh.. kehh...burok.. tauu...

todae, awakened by stupid noises! duno wats his prob.. ya not talkin to d other person.. bt to me got talk.. ive no idea wats goin on cuz i woke up at 3.30..

MEREPEK UH!

2009-04-10T00:56:00.007+08:00

precious. precious. precious

2009-04-08T05:54:00.002+08:00

wtv ive said are all true. think abt it. u've changed.

2009-04-07T00:38:00.005+08:00

im at coffebean forum rite now.. w MO! hahaha.. been here since 6pm! goodnesss.... pretty much nthg else to do, we camwhored! HAHAHA...

im at a confused state rite now.. maybe i should just let it go.. or maybe i should just hold on n pray smthg wld change.. i really dont noe.. fate just doesnt seem to b on my side.. everythg i do doesnt seem to work.. pls give me a clue! haaaiii..im givin up.. really givin up..

pretty pretty bracelet!

2009-04-05T01:37:00.011+08:00

so i went out to town juz now to get my mom a bracelet for her bdae tis comin mondae.. oh i so love d bracelet i tell u! v sweeett n v pretty! i eva receivd a bracelet bt it aint my size so i juz keep it in d box for displayy..

then i met lyn yoyo, anna yan.. yes i was pretty much alone juz nw.. nvm we're aaaall frens anw.. tts y i dont mind.. haha.. chilled for a bit then head hm..
boring eh? i noe..

more n more people i noe are joinin my sch..

anws i cant wait to b in d same sch as ct agn! haha

we're celebratin mom's bdae todae. her bdae's tmr bt sis cant make it tmr so yea.. bani's accompanyin me over to jp to buy an ice cream cake fr swensens .. dad's out wit mom to get her a gold watch. GOLD WATCH. haha.. k bye

bdae prezzy!

2009-04-03T00:08:00.004+08:00

bdae presents i received...

tis is fr dad.. waaaaayy in advance...

tis is fr bani..

tis is fr dear mom...

tis is fr my bestfr Lynnette!

tis is fr my sis.. hoody pon nk couture! hahaha

Shopaholic

2009-04-02T01:11:00.020+08:00

todae, i spent ma time on facebook n blog hoppin.. hehe.. i landed on so many kind of people's blogs..haha..left ma fags at home! damnit! i got up, changed ma clothes n took cab home..ya w/o showerin..haha im good at tt! hee.. chilled at hm..puffed on dem fags then met lyn, bo, jo n yoyo till late n went back to granny's.. yup im overnitin here agn.. i duno till when... hmm hmmm...

so last mon, i did nothg..ok not literally nothg..juz a lil bit of tv, lappy n sleep..basically juz slacked all d wae at hm till lyn called me to chill wit her.. so i went down at abt 10.30 pm n went hm at 11.15 or so.. haha nonsense siak.. oh btw, i happened to watch tis particular show on E! explainin which is real tan n fake tan.. HAHA. people, MINE IS REAL TAN OK! speakin of tt, i dont shine in pictures no more.. i dont look like d one standin out in photos nymore.. my skin's really diff now.. i cld even compare to my skin n my sis's.. soo much diff! aiyo.. i kinda miss my ori skin.. ergh nvm!

d next dae, awakened by mom's call at abt 9am tellin me to get ma ass down at d hosp w sis bt i slept back.. hehe.. sis went thr 1st while i continued my beautiful sleep.. woke up at 12, showered, get ready n hailed a cab to SGH.. cousin, mother n sis were thr.. went to buy ma breakfast while granny was gettin ready to be discharged.. followed her back home n chilled for a bit while waitin for bani's call.. he's gonna treat me to d Spore flyer! hee.. finally got to ride tt gigantic shit! haha.. so left home granny's place at 4 plus 5, met bani at vivo n headed to flyers..
d ride was a-okayy.. it wasnt awesome bt i did enjoy maself in d capsule.. haha..

tix to d Spore Flyer ride!

(more pics to b uploaded.........)

met halis in d train aft d ride.. went to cathay cine to catch shopaholic bt tix were sellin fat n definitely d seats left were sucky! so we dropped tt idea n walked all d way to lido to eat ice cream! GELATISSIMO.. is tt rite? haha.. suddenly i felt hungry so went to get real food at far east.. i ate Ipoh Hor Fun, agn! Halis ate laksa.. haha.. then we jln2 at Tangs n took bus home...
i went back to my grany's crib..

yest, went to catch shopaholic movie at vivo wit sis.. she paid for d tix n i paid for d food.. d movie was gooooooooooodd! plus d guy in d movie is charming for an 'English' guy.. went window shopping for a while b4 headin home.. headed home, took our clothes n back to granny's.. i duno till when r we gonna stay here.. haii... i mean, i dont mind accompanyin granny bt it just aint ma home town.. hmm.. nvm..

oh tts a bdae present!

omg bani is really irritating.. he's on webcam w me rite now..

k tts all guys.. haha bye!

is it my birthdae?

2009-03-30T01:33:00.013+08:00

i spent 29/3 hangin out on d sofa..
i spent 29/3 wit ma lappy..
i spent 29/3 watchin tv..
i spent 29/3 waitin for a particular person..
i spent 29/3 not talkin to anyone..
i spent 29/3 wastin ma time at home..
i spent 29/3 on ma tears...
i spent 29/3 ALONE

look, i noe my bdae means nthn to u bt at least dont put hopes on dem..
thnx fer makin me hate u :))

so i cut my cake at 1 plus goin 2.. nt my birthdae ald.. haaaaaii.. i ddnt wanna get off fr ma bed.. she kept pullin me bt all i did wat snatched ma hand back while in tears.. i wldnt get up! NO! HMPH!! aft several minutes, i kinda gave up.. my dad came in my room, hugged me n pujuk me.. he was sayin things like she had work to do.. she ddnt do it on purpose..i cried louder! i wiped my tears off n went out to d kitchen.. tts whr d celebration was held.. made a wish, cut d cake n opened up presents.. she gave me a hoodie fr Volcom (finally a perfect present).. my mom gave me a white gold necklace wit a love pendant.. sweet kan?.. my dad , tis Fujitsu 1010 lappy.. my dad was in advance.. i love d cake i tell u! v pretty! blueberry flavour.. woooohh!
i still sulked aft d celebration.. she is still guilty, sayin things like she's gon take urgent leaave la... we'll go spa la.. i dont want all tt la... brrrr!

abt an hour later, Sethy called me on d phone n called me BABY TUA.. thnx ehh.. chated wit him for 45 mins n fell aslp..
thnx Sethy for d chat..appreciate much.. i guess i really needed tt..

thnk u guyss..

2009-03-29T17:46:00.010+08:00

yest, i was awakened by mother early in d mornin to pay my granny a visit at SGH.. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaiii my body was aaaall achin n i was v tireeedd.. thought i cld go back to slp n go in d aftrnn bt no chance! so i dragged maself aaaaall d way to toilet, showered, waited for my sis n hailed for a cab..
granny was sleepin when we reached, my uncle was thr too.. he overnite thr.. minutes later, my uncle left for home so me n my sis went shopping for foooooodd! hehe.. soon aft my sis left for work, auntie wit lil cousin arrived.. we juz talked n ate throughout d whole time thr..

got home at 4 plus 5, waited for bani's call, showered n left hm at 6 plus 7.. ddnt have an idea at all whr we were goin.. took 143 n landed at town..he bought me tis pretty top.. we both like d top! haha.. he was complainin abt goin to tanglin mall so we walked our way thr.. on d way, he bought us ice cream fr Gelatin smore(wtv d spelling is).. mine large, his med.. hee.. d shops were closed when we reached so he suggested tt we go to botanic gardens n chill.. just when i sa many people were hangin at tis particular spot, he quikly blindfolded me!!! gdneeeeesss.... he guided my way to i dont noe whr... suddenly someone opened d blinfold n HAAAAAAPPY BDAE TO U.. HAAAPPY BDAE TO UU... my gdness!!! i tell u i was shoutin n coverin my face aaaall d wae.. aiiyooo...hahha.. thnxx guuyyysss.. love ya'll lotsss! there were sooo much fooodd, drinks n a cake! hehs.. hang out thr, camwhored, packed n left at abt 11.. took 105 aaaall d way to toh guan to send bo back home then took cab back to 514.. over thr, i opened up d present lyn gave me.. soo sweeeeett! thnx babe ily! i wont tell u wat is it bt imma upload a pictures of it! hehe.. just wait k?.. haha

thnk u guyssss for last night's celebration! love u guyss much2!! muuuuaaacckkk!!!

d people who made it happen.. including Joharris!

soooooo much food!

look look look for me!

updatess..

2009-03-29T02:31:00.044+08:00

i noe its been a really long time since i last upated tis shit rite? haha.. so here it is.. its gon be quite a long post so ya....................

so last tue (24/3), i went out aaaaaaaall d way to sheng siong bedok wit mo, qil n dee to buy items 4 my class chalet.. hehe.. we bought so many items! our grp is in charge of d items 4 bbq-ing.. tongs, severeds, brush, tray, wire mash, chicken!, honey etc.. total i spent 80 plus..wow! they ddnt br much money so we ended up usin my money.. im cool.. then, we head to mo's crib to put d items then crashed vivo! dee ddnt tag along cuz she was goin to meet someone.. mo ddnt wanna tell us who we were meetin! die2 u noe! bt i figured out maself! haha.. mo sounded v obviously tt he was talkin to vivian la! wth.. haha.. so aaaaaaaaaaall d wae fr tanah merah to vivo.. long way eyy? haha..

when we reached vivo, viv, bernard, kat, her sis n d bf were thr too! we chatted for quite a bit n felt really hungry! so we went to grab fd at BK n head back to their spot n ate.. we gossiped n camwhored til sian..

so we decided to walk arnd d mall b unfortunately, d shops were all closed so they left for home leavin only me, mo n qil.. bored untill decided to camwhore at diff spots of vivo! haha..

we 1st went to d so called roof top thr..

Toys R Us was still open n we went in.. hee

Then, we head outside.. hee..

Off to entrance/exit..

so tt was d last pic taken for d day.. haha.. we had fun eventhough there were just d 3 of us.. haha.. soon, it was time to go home b4 they miss their trains n buses.. i met bani on d bus n went hm wit him..

d next dae, met halis n went to west mall to return d MIO shits to singtel hello shop.. n fuck i cldnt do d process cuz i ddnt br along my dad's ic.. even if i had, i stil cldnt do d process cuz im below 21.. wtf siak! lucky halis was thr to go thr d shits wit me.. hee thns halis ily! wit anger n hungry stomach, we head to harbourfrnt to fill dem wit carrot cake! haha ive been cravin for dem for like a wk la! haha.. it was 10 when we left d place so we chilled for a bit at wc n went hm..

was kinda shocked to see only my sis was at hm so i asked n she said my parents have rushed to my granny's when they found out she got sick.. few hours later, my dad called n told us to sleep over at my granny's.. we both just went silent for a moment.. i called up my mom n asked her wat to br along so tt at least she cld cook d mee goreng for my chalet over thr.. told my sis to fold some clothings bt, HOPELESS, so i did all d packings maself! n oh we brought our lappys.. hehe.. went down, grabbed a cab n off we went.. i swear we looked like 2 kids runnin away fr home!

granny's condition was kinda critical so my dad n mom brought her to d hospital while me n my sis stayed put n nvr givin up lookin for available connection.. my granny's have wireless bt nd a password! damnit!

i was super bored la until i browsed thr my uncle's videos' folder n found RADIT N JANI movie!!!!! i screamed n forced my sis to watch it! she ended up cryin while watchin it la! haha.. d movie was terribly romantic n sad!!!!! gdnesss......... im so in love wit RADIT! haaa... bitch u haleeeeeesss! oh he was d one who introduced me to tis movie..
then, i found sex n d city.. hahaha.. we were havin a movie marathon la tt nite.. only no popcorns i tell u! haha.. by d time we knew it, it was ald 8am.. its time to order MACdonALDS!!! hehe

my parents got hm at abt 9.30.. helped my mom out in cookin, packed n went hm..aaaaaaahh i was super2 clueless la on how i was gonna carry d mee goreng .. super heavy i tell u! so i called up kat n her grp agreed to help me out.. met dem at jrg e n off to tamp.. hehe..

we reached thr late.. i mean, nt d exact time i told dem to meet.. hee.. last min things cocked up la.. took 29, checked in, chiled...
untill time to bbq.. hehe.. not all overnite.. bt we still had fun.. hee..
bbq3 until 12 plus i think.. everyone was doin their part.. really fun.. oh yes n we did took lots n lots of picss..hehe..

i actually spent ma whole nite wit d hanafi, wan n ruz..at 4.30am, we went to OCH.. i was holdin on to wan's arms i tell u i was scared honestly! haha.. they went b4 me bt still i ajak dem to go wit me i dont care! haha.. we used ruz's n hanafi's hp light.. we ddnt go really inside .. just d outside2.. ddnt want anythin to happen to any of us.. walked thr d place then headed out.. was super2 dark.. wad'u sxpect? haha mlm jumaat someore! aiyo.. kseow la.. haha.. then, we took pics at our chalet's beach area thr.. d gate was locked so we climbed over.. n, i wanna post tis part.. i really wanna post tis part! I FELL DOWN AT D ROCKS!!!! hahahhahahahhahaha!! pls laugh! hhahhaa.. i ddnt noe d rock was super slippery! i stepped on it, wanted to take a step forward n slipped n fell str on my bums.. adoooooii.. d best part was, they ddnt laugh at me.. they just went "ZEE! ZEE! ZEE!" hahhaa.. aku yg ketawe pat situ.. haha.. still managed to take picss though at d rocks.. haha.. then, hanafi scolded me for stil wantin to walk at d rocks.. hehe.. so we chilled at d pathway thr wated for d sunrise bt too long la then we went back to our chalet n chilled at d sofas while watchin tv.. then our eyes started to become like soggy vege n before we knew it, we were all asleep.. haha.. i was awakened at 8.30 by d noises my frens were makin.. n, hahaha, funny thing was, i slept lookin at their position n when i woke up, they were all still sleepin at d same position.. how cute! haha.. i went back to slp n woke up at 9am.. threw a lighter to hanafi to wake him up! hhahaha! he was v shocked! hahaha so funny! we got up, showered n waited for d chalet owner to come n check d chalet..

playin true or dare.. hahah..

yes these are d boyss.. fr left Wan, Hanafi, Rz.. d one in orange is Mo..

D birthdae boy, Kelvin..

ok tis pic is aft i fall on d rocks ald.. haha..

org2 pulau.. hahaha!

(more pics soooooonn)

we left d place at abt 10.30am, took 29 n went our seperate ways.. me mo n qil jalan2 at tamp mall n suddnly qil suggested tt we go swimming since we had lots more time..

kami trus ke sana dong.. haha.. n guess wat? a kiddo wanted to knal2 wit me at d lazy river sial! wth?? hahahha.. we quikly swam away fr thr n they were nowhere to be seen aft tt.. haha.. hold old did they think we are sia? hahhahahhahahahaha!! left d place at 4 plus 5, had our lunch n went str home.. stpid i spent an hour in d bus sial! errghh! i ald very shagged sia...

reached home at abt 9pm, at n bap! GONE.

so tt was how i spent my fri.. haha cool ayy?..

boring sunday

2009-03-22T14:38:00.005+08:00

lynn n mario.. lynn nk step malu2 jek..

mario mcm fhm wit cam.. haha

k so tts my skin now.. hhaha..

hahahha.. so tts my sis.. pretty rite? she keeps sayin she's fat la.. y cant she be skinny la.. naek pekak telinge aku dgr.. haha

ok i more pics coming soooooooonnn..

so yesterdae, went out wit bani, mario n lyn..went to eat at bugis at d food court behind bugis thr.. then, commotions abt bani's pay.. haha.. he was scared to talk to his mgr.. wth.. haha..

then, planned to walk all d way to suntec bt change of plan, went to hort park.. best uh d place.. haha.. walk3 then lynn felt tired so we juz chilled ... she n bf la.. me n bani went to walk and n take pics.. omg i love d swing! super2 low n petite!! hahha.. d furnitures are all attractive.. haha feel like bringin dem back home.. haha..we had lots n lots of fun!! lynn snapped our pics aaaaaall d wae while we have fun.. mario was jumping3.. hahaha.. played games.. d playground is awesome! haha..

took 51 back to wc.. chilled for a bit then head home.. hee.. overal, it was kind of a fun day.. i mean, we made it exciting oursleves.. hahah..

ok so i ddnt do anything todae.. got up at abt 2pm, replied to people's msges then on to facebk while otp wit zym..planned to catch Race to witch mountain bt cancelled due to his laziness n my skin! d skin on face started peelin ald! eeeeeeeee sumpah burok!

anyws, i added tis person at frenster.. his name is Sethy..introduced by halis.. haha..he left me a msg on frenster askin if i have msn n so i gave him my add.. he added me up n we started chattin.. he's sucha fun guy online.. he have indon blood bt he's born in spore.. cool eh? haha.. i duno y bt i like indo accent.. hee.. so i chatted wit him while on facebk for like, 4 hrs i think?..then, lynn called n ajak lepak so i put on wtv shirt i saw n went down.. got hm at abt 10.30 n started blogging.. boring sia todae.. haha..

sentosa

2009-03-20T13:28:00.005+08:00

so dem are d picss... damn im freakin dark now! errgghh! went to sentosa last wed.. woke up early2 in d mornin just to get myslef pissed cuz it was 9.40 n i was ald ready n he said he was only was ironin his pants n invited me to go over to his crib so tt he cld get ready while i do everythin else fer him bt i was too lazy.. hehe.. met him at 10.30 in d bus then went to harbourfrnt to buy some food n drinks.. reached d beach at abt 11.30 n started tanning.. d sun was scorching hot n shining directly up above us! gdnesss.. tt explains d colour tone of my skin now.. despite applyin so much tanning oil on ma whole body, i still got sunburn on ma back.. damn painful.. i cant even wear any inner clothings bt i just forced myself n bear wit d pain.. my sis said i look like a cinoneh netballer.. wth.. im actully quite satisfied wit d changes.. hahahahah...
aft sentosa, we just head to wc to chill.. its always like tt.. always so lazy n clueless.. hahaha.. met lynn n bf at wc n chill thr d nite.. my face was like grilled prawn tt nite! hahahha.. wth... got home at abt 10 n checked out ma skin.. eeeeuuww... i ddnt like wat i saw dat nite! bt yea, im over it now.. haha...
so yestrdae, went to clmnti wit mom n sis to just jln2 actually n my sis ended up buyin lingeries for herself.. me too! hee... i shldve taken more if i knew she was payin for dem all! hehehehe.. then bought some food at fairprice n mac then head home.. i was watchin tis malay drama at suria.. i was really moved by d guy's character.. so sweeeeett la! hahahha... then suddenly bani called n asked wat fag do i want cuz he's headin to johor.. sampoerna la ape lagii.. hahahha..
so ya tts all! hee.. bye muuuacckk!! love u all!

bikini bayby

2009-03-17T23:46:00.003+08:00

got up early in d mornin n head to school.. at school, my lecturer said tt we needed to complete tis particular assignment so tt we could get extra marks to pass d module.. wth? got us back to sch just for tt?? well it was nice of her to do tt la.. i mean, its an elective module n its absurd if anyone were to fail an elective module rite? so our grp were brainstorming on what to write and everything n managed to complete d god damn paper... aft tt, mo n aqilah had to stay to do some things wit d lecturer so me, dayana n alia head to clementi to catch a breather.. hehe..
got home at 4, showered n went to meet halis at queensway as he wanted to get some books then head to town.. got maself a bikini! hahaha.. ma old bikini is like, so outdated so i decided to get a new one.. moreover, planned to go sentosa wit bani tmr so ya.. had Han's cheesecake for a bit n head home.. i ddnt really go str home la.. hehe.. met lynn, bo n bani at wc.. lynn n bani were like lookin fer me for d whole freakin day! hahahaha.. sorry guyss... hehe.. nvm, its all done anws.. hee love u both! muackk!

2009-03-17T00:29:00.001+08:00

ok so tis is my 1st time blogging.. haha.. ive always hated blogging bt i do read my frens' blogs.. its like my daily routine! haha.. so ya.. i decided to have my own blog aft my bestfren, Halis, decided to make a blog.. so here i am.. he ddnt do a blogspot. his is livejournal.. i prefer a blogspot! hehe.. so frens, do support n help me out in anyways alrite! love u guys!

hmm i ddnt do much todae.. watched movies after movies at home! tts d best part actually.. i watched spederman 3 at HBO Fam then Sweeny Todd at HBO then Batman Returns at HBO Hits, followed by Transformers..wow! hahaha.. d best gotta be transformers! hehe.. then, wet out wit Bani to vivo.. wanted to catch a movie initially bt too late.. traff jam siak! so we juz walked arnd then went to eat at harbourfront Mac.. wth.. then, back to wc to chill wit Lynn n Jo.. Bani left at 10 as his tummy was givin him problems.. haha! get well soon hunn!
n now here i am updatin tis freakin blog..

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrghhhh tmr schoooooooooooooooll/... boring siakk..
ma frens ald on holiday bt i still hafto go back to sch bla bla bla..... mendak sak!